I have no idea why I'm posting now, I am tired and should be resting but I guess I just needed to jot some thoughts down. Today I am burnt from an intense week of non-stop work for which I am extremely appreciative. Quite a difference from a 2 months ago when I started panicking because work was slow and had convinced myself I needed a staff job in an art studio. The economy is rough and work was scarce, but then again looking back I wasn't really looking for work. I was arrogantly relying on people seeking ME out. I got spoiled and lazy, forgetting that one part of the freelancer's life is getting new clients, getting new work, not relying o